VOL. I · NO. 108 FREE — IN GRIEF

Frustrated Jays Fan

A Toronto Blue Jays blog for the long-suffering fan.

Grief Desk

Max Scherzer’s Gem Can’t Hide Blue Jays’ Record

Sunday was gorgeous. The standings are still sitting in the corner, clearing their throat.

This is how they get you.

Not with a messy win.

Not with a blooper and a prayer and three bullpen heart attacks wrapped in a box score.

With beauty.

With Max Scherzer striking out 10 over 7.0 innings.

With the pitching staff holding the Seattle Mariners to one hit.

With the Blue Jays winning 7-0 on Sunday and completing a sweep that looked, from a distance, like evidence of a team becoming what it always insisted it could be.

That is the dangerous part.

The clean games are harder to distrust.

The ugly wins come with warning labels. The clean wins arrive wearing a suit.

And now here are the Blue Jays, carrying a W3 streak into September, asking everyone to lean forward again.

At 68-70.

Fifth in the division.

Of course.

The gem was real

Let us not be dishonest just because the larger picture is miserable.

Sunday was excellent baseball.

Spencer Miles opened with 1.0 inning and 3 strikeouts.

Scherzer followed with 7.0 innings, 0 earned runs, and 10 strikeouts.

Braydon Fisher threw 1.0 inning with 2 strikeouts.

Toronto’s pitching total was 15 strikeouts and 0 earned runs.

Seattle had 1 hit.

Seattle left 3 on base.

The Blue Jays made 0 errors.

This was not a game held together with tape.

This was not a night where the final score lied.

Toronto scored two in the first, one in the fifth, one in the sixth, and three in the eighth. They had 10 hits. They left 7 on base, but for once that did not become the headline carved into the stone.

Alejandro Kirk homered off Logan Gilbert in the first, scoring Brett Bateman.

Vladimir Guerrero Jr. singled off Logan Gilbert in the fifth, scoring Myles Straw.

Kazuma Okamoto homered off Gabe Speier in the sixth.

Andrés Giménez singled off Nick Davila in the eighth, scoring George Springer and Nathan Lukes.

Bateman doubled off Nick Davila in the eighth, scoring Okamoto.

That is a full meal.

A rare thing around here.

Nobody needs to apologize for enjoying it.


But the sweep arrived in a damaged season

The Blue Jays swept the Mariners.

They won 8-1 on Friday.

They won 4-3 on Saturday.

They won 7-0 on Sunday.

That is exactly what a team should do when it is trying to drag itself back into a season that keeps trying to close the door.

The difficulty is that the door is heavy because Toronto helped build it.

The Jays are 68-70.

Their winning percentage is .493.

Their division rank is 5.

Their last ten is 6-4, which is good enough to create a little motion but not good enough to erase the long stillness that came before it.

The W3 streak is pleasant.

It is also small.

Three wins can feel like a wave when they arrive together. Then you look at the standings and realize they are still just three wins, stacked against 138 games of evidence.

That is not cynicism.

That is memory.

Blue Jays fans have had to become accountants of disappointment. Every hopeful sentence gets checked against the ledger.

A sweep over Seattle goes in the credit column.

The record still sits at the bottom.

The offence has one more chance to convince us

The season numbers explain why Sunday feels both refreshing and faintly suspicious.

Toronto has scored 548 runs in 138 games.

That is 3.97 runs per game.

The batting average is .246.

The OPS is .689.

The home run total is 131.

So when the Jays score 7 runs, the reaction is not simple delight.

It is relief with a limp.

You want to believe Kirk’s first-inning homer opened something. You want to believe Okamoto’s 28th homer is part of a September push. You want Guerrero’s RBI single to feel like a sign, especially after his August 22 activation from the 7-day injured list.

You want Giménez’s two-run single and Bateman’s double in the eighth to feel like depth rather than a brief clearing in the fog.

You want all of it.

That is the trap.

Wanting is easy.

Trusting is where the old bruises live.

This lineup has spent too much of the season making ordinary run support feel like a luxury item. It is not unfair to ask for more than one loud weekend before handing back the keys to your emotional well-being.

September begins with another invoice

Today is Tuesday.

The Blue Jays are away against the Cleveland Guardians.

Spencer Arrighetti is listed as Toronto’s probable pitcher. Gavin Williams is listed for Cleveland.

There is no ceremony for carrying a sweep into the next city.

No one in Cleveland is required to care that Toronto finally put together a weekend clean enough to frame.

This is the part that always feels cold.

Baseball does not let a team preserve a good feeling. It makes them spend it immediately.

The Blue Jays get one day of public optimism, and then the next game starts asking for proof.

Again.

That is what makes this late-season rescue act so wearying. It is not that belief is impossible. It is that belief has been requested so many times under such poor conditions.

A three-game sweep should feel like a door opening.

For these Blue Jays, it feels more like someone cracking a window in a room that has been too warm for weeks.

Yes, breathe.

But do not mistake air for escape.

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