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Grief Desk

Blue Jays Waste Nine Hits in 4-3 Braves Loss

Toronto had the traffic, Atlanta had the last answer, and the Blue Jays walked away from Tuesday with another one-run bruise.

Some losses are loud.

This one was a low hum in the walls.

The Blue Jays lost 4-3 to the Atlanta Braves on Tuesday, which is already familiar enough to feel pre-owned. Toronto had nine hits. Atlanta had six. Neither team made an error. The Jays left six on base. The Braves left four.

There is no grand mystery here.

There is just a box score that looks like it should have negotiated harder.

Toronto is now 29-32, with a .475 winning percentage, fourth in the division, 5-5 over the last ten, and carrying an L3 streak around like a wet grocery bag.

Not doomed.

Just tired.


Nine hits, three runs, one familiar ache

The cruel part is that the Jays did not look empty.

Ernie Clement went 2-for-4. Nathan Lukes went 2-for-4. Yohendrick Piñango went 2-for-4. Kazuma Okamoto went 2-for-3 with a home run and two RBI. Vladimir Guerrero Jr. had a hit.

That is material.

That is not a lineup being locked in the basement with the lights off.

And still, three runs.

The scoring came in two small installments.

In the second, Okamoto homered off Bryce Elder on a fly ball to right field. Piñango scored ahead of him, and the Blue Jays had pulled a 2-0 first-inning deficit back to even.

For a moment, the game looked reasonable.

Baseball does this sometimes. It lays a clean napkin over the table and asks you to ignore the crack in the plate.

Then Toronto went quiet until the sixth, when Daulton Varsho hit a sacrifice fly off Elder to left fielder Mike Yastrzemski. Lukes scored. The game was tied again.

That was it.

Nine hits, and the entire run column reduced to an Okamoto swing and a Varsho sacrifice fly.

There were quiet lines too. Andrés Giménez went 0-for-4. Brandon Valenzuela went 0-for-3. George Springer went 0-for-4. Jesús Sánchez went 0-for-1.

Nobody needs to be dragged through the town square for that.

But it is hard to win 4-3 games when the good parts arrive in fragments and the rest of the night cannot find a seam.

Gausman had strikeouts, and Atlanta had timing

Kevin Gausman’s line is the kind that starts an argument with itself.

Six innings. Four earned runs. Eight strikeouts.

There is good work in there. There is also the scoreboard.

Atlanta got to him immediately in the bottom of the first. Michael Harris II doubled on a sharp line drive to center fielder Varsho, and Ronald Acuña Jr. scored. Then Ozzie Albies hit a sacrifice fly to center, and Harris scored.

Two runs before the night had settled into its chair.

The Jays answered in the second, because Okamoto has been kind enough to keep providing evidence that hope has not been fully outlawed.

Then the Braves took the lead back in the third, when Albies singled on a ground ball to left fielder Lukes and Matt Olson scored.

Toronto tied it in the sixth.

Atlanta untied it in the bottom half, when Olson homered off Gausman on a fly ball to right field.

That was the final run of the game.

That is the sort of sentence that makes a person stare at their hands.

The Blue Jays pitching staff finished with nine strikeouts and four earned runs. Connor Seabold, Mason Fluharty, and Braydon Fisher combined for the innings after Gausman, and none of their individual lines show an earned run. Fisher added a strikeout.

Useful work.

Too late to change the shape of the thing.


The sixth inning was the whole season in miniature

The sixth inning should have felt like a foothold.

Lukes scored on Varsho’s sacrifice fly. Toronto had climbed back again. On the road, against Atlanta, after falling behind in the first and again in the third, the Jays had made it 3-3.

That is supposed to be the part where the evening turns.

Instead, Olson hit his home run in the bottom of the inning, and the game folded itself neatly into a 4-3 loss.

There were no runs in the seventh. None in the eighth. Toronto did not score in the ninth.

A one-run deficit sat there for three innings, close enough to touch and still completely unreachable.

That is the old Blue Jays punishment.

Not a blowout. Not a humiliation. Just a winnable game hanging around until it becomes a loss.

The season numbers tell the same grey story: 61 games, 247 runs, 4.05 runs per game, a .244 batting average, a .690 OPS, and 57 home runs.

Enough to stay in rooms.

Not always enough to get out of them.

Wednesday does not wait for anyone

The schedule, cruel little machine that it is, keeps moving.

Wednesday brings the Braves again, with Patrick Corbin listed for Toronto and Grant Holmes listed for Atlanta.

There is no ceremony for losing the first game of this Atlanta stop. No time to place flowers beside the stranded runners. No quiet lake where the Jays can reflect on having nine hits and three runs.

There is just another game.

That is usually the comfort of baseball.

Today, it feels like the bill arriving before the last one has been paid.

Tuesday was not a disaster in the cinematic sense. The Jays did not kick the ball around. They did not get buried early and stay buried. Okamoto homered. Gausman missed bats. The bullpen kept the score where it was after the sixth.

All of that is true.

So is the 4-3 final.

So is the L3.

So is the feeling that the Blue Jays keep finding new ways to lose games they were close enough to win.

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