VOL. I · NO. 62 FREE — IN GRIEF

Frustrated Jays Fan

A Toronto Blue Jays blog for the long-suffering fan.

Grief Desk

Blue Jays Leave 10 On Base in 3-1 Yankees Loss

Six hits, one run, 10 left on base. The box score did not need poetry. It had a receipt.

The Blue Jays did not get smothered on Saturday.

That would have been cleaner.

They were not held without a hit. They were not buried under some instant avalanche. They did not spend nine innings wandering a desert with a canteen full of dust.

They had six hits.

They left 10 on base.

They scored once.

There are losses where the other team simply shoves you into the river. This 3-1 home loss to the New York Yankees was not that. This was Toronto walking itself to the edge, looking down, and somehow still seeming surprised by the splash.

The Yankees had three runs on five hits and left four on base. The Jays had one run on six hits and left 10.

A person can stare at that for a while.

It does not get prettier.

One swing, then the long quiet

Kazuma Okamoto gave the game its one good Toronto sound.

In the bottom of the third, he homered off Cam Schlittler on a line drive to left field. It was his 15th home run. It put the Blue Jays ahead 1-0.

For a few minutes, you could pretend.

The first two innings had been scoreless. Kevin Gausman was doing Kevin Gausman things. The Yankees had not yet damaged the scoreboard. At home, against New York, a 1-0 lead can feel larger than it is, if you are willing to lie gently to yourself.

Then the fourth arrived.

Jasson Domínguez homered off Gausman on a line drive to right field, and the game was tied 1-1.

That was not the end of anything. It should not have been. A tie in the fourth is an invitation to keep playing baseball with some sense of ambition.

Toronto answered with silence.

Not total silence, which is almost the cruel part.

There were hits. There was traffic. There were enough baserunners to make the final line feel less like domination and more like neglect.

The scoreboard, however, did not care about the texture.

It only counted the one.

The 10 left behind

The hits came from Okamoto, Ernie Clement, Charles McAdoo, Andrés Giménez, Brandon Valenzuela, and Yohendrick Piñango.

That should be the start of a functional paragraph.

Instead, it is an inventory of stranded furniture after the house has been emptied.

Okamoto went 1-for-3 with the homer and the lone RBI. Clement went 1-for-4. McAdoo went 1-for-4. Giménez went 1-for-4. Valenzuela went 1-for-3. Piñango went 1-for-2.

There were useful pieces scattered around.

They never became a useful inning.

Nathan Lukes went 0-for-4. George Springer went 0-for-4. Jesús Sánchez went 0-for-3. Again, this is not about scolding individual players as if a hard game becomes easier when someone on a couch clears his throat loudly enough.

It is about the shape of the whole thing.

One run on six hits.

Ten left on base.

At some point, the box score stops being a report and starts being a sigh.


Gausman should not need perfection

Kevin Gausman gave the Blue Jays seven innings with one earned run and seven strikeouts.

That is enough to ask for a win without sounding greedy.

Not a blowout. Not a parade. Just a normal, adult baseball victory where the starting pitcher carries the night deep enough that the offence finds more than one run.

The Blue Jays pitching totals were nine strikeouts and three earned runs. Tyler Rogers had one inning with no earned runs and one strikeout. Louis Varland had one inning with two earned runs and one strikeout.

The ninth is where the final accounting got ugly.

Paul Goldschmidt homered off Varland on a fly ball to left field, and Cody Bellinger scored. The 1-1 game became a 3-1 game.

That swing will be remembered because it changed the score late.

Fair enough.

But the older wound was Toronto’s inability to move the game before that. If you let a 1-1 tie sit on the counter long enough, eventually someone knocks it off.

The Yankees did.

The Blue Jays watched the pieces settle.

The season keeps matching the night

The larger numbers are not a rescue.

Toronto is 34-37, with a .479 winning percentage. Third in the division. 5-5 over the last 10. An L1 after Saturday.

Perfectly mediocre in the way that wears a person down.

Not hopeless enough to stop watching. Not convincing enough to watch peacefully.

The season totals say this team has scored 290 runs in 71 games, with 4.08 runs per game, a .249 batting average, a .701 OPS, and 68 home runs.

So Saturday was not a verdict on the entire offence.

It was just another exhibit.

A team that has produced over the season still found a way, at home against the Yankees, to turn six hits and a strong Gausman start into one lonely run.

Today, the Yankees are back. Patrick Corbin is listed for Toronto. Will Warren is listed for New York.

The schedule does not pause for anyone to collect the runners Toronto left behind.

It just rolls on, indifferent and freshly cruel.

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