VOL. I · NO. 62 FREE — IN GRIEF

Frustrated Jays Fan

A Toronto Blue Jays blog for the long-suffering fan.

Grief Desk

Blue Jays’ Ninth-Inning Collapse Seals Yankees Series

Sunday was tied 3-3 in the ninth. Then Ben Rice and José Caballero turned a winnable game into the receipt for a lost series.

The series did not end so much as cave in.

That distinction matters, if only because Blue Jays fans have become connoisseurs of structural failure.

Toronto lost 8-3 to the New York Yankees on Sunday, dropping 2 of 3 at home. The Jays had already won Friday 8-5, then lost Saturday 3-1. Sunday was supposed to decide whether this weekend would be remembered as a useful home series or another small bruise in a season already coloured that way.

For eight innings, there was still a choice.

After nine, there was only cleanup.

A tied game in the ninth should feel alive, not pre-haunted.

The game kept offering Toronto a door

The Yankees scored twice in the top of the second, and the Blue Jays did not fold immediately.

That was the promising part.

Anthony Volpe singled off Patrick Corbin and brought home Max Schuemann. Ali Sánchez doubled off Corbin and scored Volpe. Two runs, both early, both annoying, neither fatal.

Toronto came back carefully.

In the bottom of the third, Kazuma Okamoto singled off Will Warren. Nathan Lukes scored, and Okamoto moved to second on Amed Rosario’s throwing error.

In the bottom of the fourth, Lukes singled off Warren. Ernie Clement scored. George Springer went to third. Lukes went to second.

The game was tied.

The Blue Jays had done the decent, necessary thing. They had turned a bad start into a manageable afternoon.

Then the sixth repeated the exercise.

Volpe singled again, this time off Spencer Miles, and Max Schuemann scored again. The Yankees led 3-2.

In the bottom half, Davis Schneider homered off Jake Bird to center field. His second home run. A clean answer. A brief moment where the day seemed to have some backbone.

Three-three after six.

At home.

Against the Yankees.

There are only so many times a game can ask to be won before it stops asking.


Eleven hits and the old empty feeling

The Blue Jays had 11 hits Sunday.

That should not require a grief counsellor.

Nathan Lukes went 3-for-5 with an RBI. George Springer went 2-for-5. Davis Schneider went 2-for-3 with the homer and an RBI. Kazuma Okamoto went 2-for-4 with an RBI. Ernie Clement and Alejandro Kirk each had a hit.

There was contact. There were baserunners. There were enough encouraging individual lines to make the final score feel almost insulting.

Toronto left 9 on base.

That is the phrase that drags the whole thing back down the stairs.

Charles McAdoo went 0-for-4. Yohendrick Piñango went 0-for-3. Jesús Sánchez went 0-for-3. Myles Straw was 0-for-1. This is not a moral failure. It is baseball, and baseball has enough ways to humble people without fans adding theatrical prosecution.

But as a team, the Jays had 11 hits and scored three times.

The Yankees had 12 hits and scored eight.

The scoreboard does not grade on wistfulness.

The ninth took everything left

The pitching totals were eight strikeouts and eight earned runs.

That is not a split personality. That is a cracked mirror.

Jeff Hoffman gave Toronto one inning with no earned runs and two strikeouts. Mason Fluharty recorded two outs without an earned run. There were parts of the afternoon where the game still looked holdable.

Then the top of the ninth arrived with its usual paperwork.

Ben Rice homered off Braydon Fisher on a fly ball to right field. Ryan McMahon scored.

Then José Caballero homered off Tommy Nance on a fly ball to center field. Jasson Domínguez scored. Jazz Chisholm Jr. scored.

Five runs in the inning.

A 3-3 game became 8-3, and the bottom of the ninth became less an opportunity than a formality. The Jays did not score. The series was gone.

There is a specific kind of silence after that kind of inning. Not shock, exactly. More recognition.

Like hearing an old pipe knock in the wall.

Monday does not fix the standings

The off-day is real. Monday has no game. Nobody can blow a lead, strand a runner, or ask a bullpen gate to open with a straight face.

Small blessings should be catalogued.

Still, the standings remain where they are: 34-38, a .472 winning percentage, third in the division, 5-5 over the last 10, and carrying an L2 streak into the next trip.

The season line is not a eulogy. The Blue Jays have played 72 games, scored 293 runs, averaged 4.07 runs per game, hit .250 with a .703 OPS, and hit 69 home runs.

That is the torment.

This is not a team with no pulse.

This is a team that keeps finding a pulse just long enough for you to notice the room is still cold.

Tomorrow brings Boston on the road. Payton Tolle is listed for the Red Sox. The Blue Jays have no probable pitcher listed here.

After a lost Yankees series, that feels less like mystery than mood lighting.

The Jays had Friday in their hands.

They had Sunday tied in the ninth.

They finished the weekend with two losses and another off-day spent counting what slipped away.

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