VOL. I · NO. 108 FREE — IN GRIEF

Frustrated Jays Fan

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Grief Desk

Blue Jays Bats Waste 9 Hits in Red Sox Series Loss

Toronto won the middle game 6-0, then let Sunday turn back into the same old empty-room offense.

The trouble with losing 2 of 3 to the Boston Red Sox is not that it shocks you.

That would require a more innocent relationship with this team.

The trouble is that the series arrived in three clean little cards, and by the end you could feel the familiar paper cut.

Friday was a 6-4 loss.

Saturday was a 6-0 win.

Sunday was a 6-1 loss.

There is your weekend in Boston. One game where the Blue Jays looked like they had found a hallway out of the house, and two where the door quietly locked behind them.

The summary is plain enough: lost 2 of 3 vs. the Boston Red Sox.

Plain does not mean painless.

The win got swallowed

A 6-0 win on Saturday should get to breathe.

It should get a little sunlight. It should let a fan spend a few hours behaving like a normal person with ordinary hobbies and a functioning blood pressure.

Instead, it was boxed in by Friday and Sunday.

That is the particular sadness of this series. The Blue Jays did not get swept. They did not spend the entire weekend face down in the mud. They showed just enough life to make the next silence feel pointed.

Friday hurt because 6-4 is close enough to replay in the mind without mercy.

Sunday hurt because 6-1 was not close enough to pretend.

Saturday became less of a statement and more of a brief interruption.

A nice room in a bad hotel.


Nine hits and one run is its own weather

Sunday is the one that lingers because the box score offers evidence without comfort.

The Blue Jays had 9 hits.

They scored 1 run.

They left 8 on base.

Boston had 10 hits, scored 6 runs, and left 5 on base. Both teams made 0 errors, which is its own bleak little clarity. There was no sloppy defensive fog to hide inside. Nobody gets to point at the infield and say the bats were robbed by chaos.

The game was clean enough to be cruel.

Toronto put runners out there and did not turn them into enough noise. Through the first eight innings, the Blue Jays had nothing on the scoreboard. Zero in the first, second, third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, and eighth.

That is not a slump line.

That is a hallway with no lights on.

The lone run finally came in the top of the ninth, when Andrés Giménez singled on a ground ball to third baseman Caleb Durbin off Ryan Watson. Daulton Varsho scored. Ernie Clement went to third.

It made the score 6-1.

It did not make the game feel alive.

Giménez found something too late

Andrés Giménez went 3-for-4 with the RBI.

That should be a useful sentence. It is a useful sentence in a game where the offense has company.

George Springer went 2-for-4. Alejandro Kirk went 2-for-4. Daulton Varsho had a hit. Ernie Clement had a hit.

Again, evidence.

Again, not comfort.

The quiet lines were heavy. Vladimir Guerrero Jr. went 0-for-4. Kazuma Okamoto went 0-for-4. Nathan Lukes went 0-for-4. Davis Schneider went 0-for-2. Yohendrick Piñango went 0-for-2.

This is not about assigning shame to a single player. Baseball already does enough public accounting.

It is about the shape of the loss.

If you collect 9 hits and need until the ninth inning to score once, the problem is not that nobody arrived.

The problem is that nobody arrived in time.

Sunday was not a no-show. It was worse in the way only baseball can be worse. It was a presence without a reply.

The season numbers already knew

The standings are not sentimental.

They now say 48-58, a .453 winning percentage, 3-7 in the last ten, an L1 streak, and 5th in the division.

Through 106 games, the Blue Jays have 416 runs, 3.92 runs per game, a .243 batting average, a .682 OPS, and 104 home runs.

Those numbers do not explain every inning. They do not know what it felt like to watch Sunday’s ninth-inning run arrive like a postcard from a trip already over.

But they explain the larger ache.

This team keeps making the margin thin, then acting surprised when thin things break.

Today, the schedule sends them to Washington against the Nationals. Max Scherzer is listed for Toronto. Andrew Alvarez is listed for Washington.

There is another game immediately, because baseball is not built for mourning.

It just keeps handing you a lineup card and expecting you to do something with your grief.

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