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Frustrated Jays Fan

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Grief Desk

Blue Jays Take Nationals Series, Still Feel Stuck

Toronto won the Washington series, then carried the same old thin comfort into a Thursday off-day.

Winning two of three on the road should get to be a clean sentence.

It should stand there, modest and useful, with its shoes dry.

The Blue Jays won 2 of 3 against the Washington Nationals. Monday was 3-2 for Toronto. Tuesday was the one where Toronto scored 6 and Washington scored 8. Wednesday was a 5-2 Blue Jays win.

There.

The facts are fine.

The feeling, naturally, is not.

This is what happens when a team reaches Thursday, July 30 with a 50-59 record, a .459 winning percentage, 5th place in the division, and an off-day that feels less like rest than paperwork.

The Blue Jays won the series.

They did not make the season feel lighter.

The series looks better from across the street

If you squint, this was sturdy.

A one-run win on Monday. A loss on Tuesday. A three-run win on Wednesday.

That is a series win, and nobody should apologize for taking the available thing. The standings do not grade emotional quality. They do not ask whether your fan base watched the ninth inning with a stomach full of wet newspaper.

They just count.

But this series had that familiar Blue Jays texture, where even success arrives scuffed.

Monday was 3-2, the kind of win that forces everyone to praise the pitching while privately checking whether they still have a pulse. Tuesday was a 6-8 loss, which is enough offense to make the defeat annoying and enough damage allowed to make the whole thing sag.

Then Wednesday came along and offered a 5-2 win that took a long time to become comforting.

Through five innings, Toronto had no runs.

The Nationals led 1-0 after the bottom of the fourth, when Jacob Young doubled off Trey Yesavage and CJ Abrams scored.

Another small deficit.

Another night staring at the same locked door.


Wednesday finally opened, but only after knocking forever

The Blue Jays did answer.

Credit where the tired credit is due.

In the top of the sixth, Ernie Clement doubled off Max Kranick and George Springer scored. In the top of the seventh, Daulton Varsho singled off Orlando Ribalta, scoring Kazuma Okamoto and moving Alejandro Kirk to second.

That made it 2-1 Toronto.

Then the eighth inning did the work the earlier innings had been quietly refusing to do.

Kazuma Okamoto doubled off Paxton Schultz on a ball deflected by center fielder Jacob Young, and Davis Schneider and Myles Straw scored. Springer followed with a single off Schultz, and Okamoto scored.

There was the separation.

At last.

Toronto had 12 hits. Toronto also left 12 on base.

That is the whole little tragedy in one line. The Blue Jays were not absent. They were present in the most exhausting way possible, filling the bases of the mind with unfinished errands.

Washington made 1 error. Toronto made 0.

There was no grand mess to explain it away. The Blue Jays had chances, left too many of them lying around, and still got out with a win because the eighth inning finally stopped being polite.

The pitching held the roof up

The pitching line deserves its room.

Louis Varland went 2.0 innings with 0 earned runs and 1 strikeout. Trey Yesavage gave 6.2 innings with 1 earned run and 4 strikeouts. Tyler Rogers recorded 0.1 innings with 1 earned run and 0 strikeouts.

The team pitching totals were 5 strikeouts and 2 earned runs.

Not dazzling.

Useful.

Washington finished with 6 hits and left 8 on base. The Nationals scored in the bottom of the fourth on Young’s double off Yesavage, then again in the bottom of the eighth when Luis García Jr. singled off Rogers and James Wood scored.

That was it.

For one night, it was enough.

It is strange to feel grateful for enough while also resenting how often enough is the ceiling. But this is where the Blue Jays have trained us to live.

A win becomes an exhale.

An exhale becomes a warning not to inhale too deeply.

The off-day does not disinfect the record

Today is an actual off-day, which sounds pleasant until you remember it gives everyone more time to look at the standings.

The Blue Jays are 50-59. They are 4-6 in their last ten. Their streak is W1. Their division rank is 5.

Through 109 games, they have scored 430 runs. That is 3.94 runs per game, with a .243 batting average, a .684 OPS, and 107 home runs.

Wednesday did not rebel against that profile.

It fit it.

The Blue Jays needed until the sixth to score. They needed the eighth to breathe. They won by three and still left a little ash in the mouth.

Tomorrow, the St. Louis Cardinals come to Toronto. Dylan Cease is listed for the Blue Jays. Kyle Leahy is listed for St. Louis.

Another series will begin because baseball is rude that way.

It never lets a result sit alone long enough to become a feeling.

So take the Washington series. Put it in the small pile of good things. Do not throw it away.

Just do not ask it to carry more than it can.

The Blue Jays won 2 of 3.

Somehow, even that had to arrive quietly.

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